Its been a long time i tak post ape-ape, yeah should i let this blog with no new entry?
hmm, youu,

its hard to forget you, its hard to let this go.
this time, at this moment i really need to stop this.
i promise him, but i still think of you.
what does it means?
uhhhhhhh, let me out.

heart pls let you out,
im hurting you, again,
i hurt you, deeper, harder

youuuu, pls take care of yourself.
im worried
i know i was wrong
forgive me
im not supposed to let you in,
not suppose to let my heart craves for you
not suppose to leave you
not suppose to hurt you

i didnt do it on purpose.
it suddenly came
i cannt escape it
sorry a lot.

thanks for the time you spend for me
thanks for your loyalty

im the one who should be blamed,
gives you hope, and leave you alone
i was wrong
i let you fall again
it was a mistake
im so sorry

why i cannt stop crying
why this tears fall heavily?
youuuu

i dont know what to do,
i love him, but i cnnt let you go
i know i HAVE TO
but i cant
im weak