abidddddddddddddddddddddd ,

you, kenape you mcm neh? its all about me kan? im not supposed to hurt you. you, sorry sgt3. i dont know how i nk ckp dkt you. mmg i syg you, yes i syg you, but ive made up my mind. you pon pna ckp kan, you nk i happy. same goes here, i nak you happy. knp dulu you boleh control but now you cant? i syg you, but still got tapi,

you, dont do stupid things. jgn jd mcm kawan you tu. you taksuke and i lg taksuke. you, imissyou. i miss the old you. im so sorry. i takboleh ubah you, but, pls. im crying again for you. you buat i sedih lg. even you nak i happy but everyday you make me cry. im so sorry awak. letting you go, now, lg baik dr i let you go on future. bialah ade sikit memories dr banyak. pls take note, i loveyou. but .....

ahhhhhhhhhhh abid, pls jgn jd mcm ni. you tau kan i taksuke. i nak you normal. i nak you back to basic. i nk you yg i knl dulu. i nak you solat abid, like i used to ask you. i nak you pk mase depan, study hard. iloveyouuu but we will never be together. iloveyou abidddd :(

a day before raya ,,,,,,,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIS HAIFAA ABDUL HALIM 

LIM 

Babe,

 I ♥ you

I ♥ you

I ♥ you

I ♥ you

I ♥ you

Haha. Best lah kawan dgn awak ;p okay okay, sempena birthday awak, I would like to wish you :

A Happy Day On Your Birthday

May Allah Bless You All The Way

Bunch Of Luck In Your Final Exam & Future Undertaking < mmg salu lucky pon

May You Find Your True Love< hak-hak-hak

Sorry Mong Ryong is Totally Mine ;p

Done. Entry neh special utk awak lah , sayang awak kot awak :

GILAPIG CUTE

GILAPIG LAWAK

GILAPIG JOVIAL

GILAPIG PANDAI

GILAPIG LOVELY

Awak sgt AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;p

< sile pham saye puji awak time birthday je tau. Special edition ;p >

(: ______________________________ :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR LIYANA

JAMALUDDIN

Babe,

Sedar tak kite dh jarang hangout? Awww so sorry for my disappearance. Bukan sengaja tuka bilik ye sayang ;p YOU KNOW WHY aite? Lagipon awak mcm dh biase kan kalau I takde. No more sesat-sesat lagi okay? Ahah ! rindu awak ;p gedik kejap *

Wishing you a wonderful birthday babe, have a blast kay?

I ♥ yah

I ♥ yah

I ♥ yah

I ♥ yah

ehh awak, I nak exam its FINAL. Final means, Final exam utk sem ni

ahhh ! 

takut :(

err, mcm belum ready jea

baru nak bce slide harini -_*

O.O

cmne nih _______________ !

awwwwwwwaaaaaakkkk,

BFF BFF , tolong saye yeeee

tolong msgkan jwpan utk saye ;p

saye bg awak semua notes and Federal Constitution,

awak bce tau tau 

HAHA

BOO BOO , 

confirm i fail cmtuh

okay okay nak masak dulu

*poyo*

nnt smbung bce slide balek

haihhh bile nak buke ni heh?

saye L ______________________ !

huhuhuhuhu

entry mcm haram, sila abaikan.

masalah exam fever mmg takdpt dibendung

im dyingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg *_*

aww baby face pulak

hehe bile nak habes nehhh

hello awak, :)

okay dh 

tu bodoh ok.

toodles ~

safely arrived : kuala kangsar :)

difference between the past and the present ;p sukati jea aku guna istilah yg belum confirm ade ;p

ahh relax sudah, blog aku kan, err _____________ .

let me list them >>

sampai jea KK, i tdo. haha so, mmg for sure I bgn-bgn dh smpi uma Atok Fatimah. okay first, yang i nmpk Kak Iga tengah terpekik bg salam, and no one kua bukak pintu -_- and Ayah suo kak Iga panjat pagar and knock the front door. and again, no one answered. fewww~

suddenly, haha ayat nak essay jea. Ateh Norli pon bukak pintu, and ckp dia takdga bunyik bell pon pdhl Mama dah tekan kot ;p hadehh rupanye suis bell tak bukak hampeh =='

I masuk jea I go like, wow! GILAPIG! everything is different, totally. awww patut lah Atok suke dduk sini ye tok ;p okay here you are :

PAST :

semua kena duduk bawah sbb takde sofa, ade carpet Kitten and Tv yg plg kecik mcm dlm bilik Mama. 

PRESENT :

ade sofa, yang sangat empuk ;p and LCD TV. woahhh with Astro,

okay sngt beza _____________________ !

bilik Atok pon dh ade aircond dah. bilik yang kosong dh ade katil dah 

so takde reason lah nak ckp rumah Atok tak best, lantai nak marble jea kan. haha.

renovation ni GILAPIG wow. 

semua ni, Acik Jijah yang sponsored :) 

hehe, okay done. 

ehh awak msg lah, agaga good awak we are back to basic ;p

miss ohhh msg dgn awak ,

okay skrg 2 pm

awak nk tau tak, kalau kat clss, i asek ckp,

hah! dh pukul dua, lagi sejam jeee. heheh, nak kejut awak

mse lupa nk kejut tuh mak aihhh, serious shit rse bersalah

sorry sgt tau awak :)

sekarang, dh tak pyh kejut kan

awak dh boleh bgn snirik kan?

huhu, kesian awak

mesti penat

asek kerja :)

yg berkaitan dgn jam, pkul 2 tu dh sebati dgn awak.

tak dua , tiga pulak

tak susah kot nk kejut awak,

tapi susah nk suruh awak get up from bed,

betul?

haha. mmg i dh psg cctv lah kat bilik awak ;p

awak sorry for not being your alarm clock anymoreeeee

tooodlesssssssssssssss ♥

yea sometimes rinduuu , but sometimes i boleh, control my feelings. yeaaahhh dh biasekan hari-hari msg, hari-hari tido lambat tgu awak :) err, awak mcm tu jugak tak? *dah haszy, jgn dok hope sgt bnde takkan jadi*

haha, tapi kan sekarang dh boleh lah tdo awal, boleh kdg-kdg je ;p tp when it comes to 2 am, okay i dah gelabah.nk msg sape hah, boring, takleh tido, terpk pulak kat awak. uhhh no! 

awak taksuke msg kan?

awak tak suka haszy ggu awak kan?

awak dh mls nk reply dh kn?

awak penat kan?

awak bru blk keje kan?

so, letak phone kat bwh katil, amek earphone, dga lgu, okay thats better :)

dga lagu smpi zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *

bgus tak?

sampai semua lgu dh naik hafal

sampai dah bosan dgn semua lagu

plg shit, mst nak kua lagu-lagu awak bg,

sorry yea

tears jatuh lagi :)

bukan lagu awak bg jea

lagu yg bg awak pon

lagu yg awak suke pon

haha

betapa bodohnye haszy tuh

adoiiii

ape lah susah sgt nehhhhh

ehh awak letak ape kat haszy hah smpi susah sgt

erhhh, awak awak awak, 

eishhh,

ehh dh dh penat kang nak bce, bye!

ABID ABID ABID

ehh you happy eid kayh. 

nothing much to say actually

yeaa we managed to go separate way now

congrats to me and maybe to YOU

err, 

raya neh jemput dtg okay,

you still my BBF aite?

its not a big deal kan?

huhuhihihhoho

sorry untuk semuaaaa

semua i mean semuaaaa, ALLL

takde sorok ape-ape lagi

sorry sgt-sgt-sgt-sgt kayhh

i takkan ubah ape-ape kat blog neh

its our memories :)

yeaa at least kita ade memories to remember kann

eishh, how to finish this huh?

*tbe-tbe mcm dh takreti buat conclusion*

ehh, goodluck for this NOVEMBER tau, 

study smart :)

awak boleh !!!

awak jgn lupa Haszy kayh,

still your BFF :)

song that reminds me of you

Your subtleties, they strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all
The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow


When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
A falling star, at least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow


When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight


Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

awak, this song always reminds me of you. you put this song on your profile. i never frgt abt you. your photo. i always praised you in front of my friends. no matter where.

finally i can smile , i can handle the tears , thanks awak :)

Its been a long time i tak post ape-ape, yeah should i let this blog with no new entry?
hmm, youu,

its hard to forget you, its hard to let this go.
this time, at this moment i really need to stop this.
i promise him, but i still think of you.
what does it means?
uhhhhhhh, let me out.

heart pls let you out,
im hurting you, again,
i hurt you, deeper, harder

youuuu, pls take care of yourself.
im worried
i know i was wrong
forgive me
im not supposed to let you in,
not suppose to let my heart craves for you
not suppose to leave you
not suppose to hurt you

i didnt do it on purpose.
it suddenly came
i cannt escape it
sorry a lot.

thanks for the time you spend for me
thanks for your loyalty

im the one who should be blamed,
gives you hope, and leave you alone
i was wrong
i let you fall again
it was a mistake
im so sorry

why i cannt stop crying
why this tears fall heavily?
youuuu

i dont know what to do,
i love him, but i cnnt let you go
i know i HAVE TO
but i cant
im weak